He was sureshe needed the support. Another part of him was terrified though. Hewondered if she would blame him. Hell he wondered if she hated him.Ulti...mately though, he decided that he at least had to try to go see her.The trip to the hospital went pretty quickly. It was only about a milefrom Marko's house and the fall weather was just warm enough to becomfortable.It was just after 3:00 when he made his way into the hospital. After afew enquiries to the more friendly looking hospital workers, he. I shock myself from that silly, naive train of though and concentrated on the housework that I had tasked myself with. Around 12pm I had finished most of the work I had planned, I had hovered, hung the washing out, emptied the dish washer and done some ironing. I promise to you I am not normally such an archetypal homemaker, normally I avoid such work, we even have a paid cleaner who comes over once a week. This was purely aimed at distracting me from more unscrupulous activities. But now with. The few times my parents had left Florida it was to visit Emily and not me. Occasionally, I flew my plane to Florida or the south, and saw them.My call to my parents was only about fifteen minutes, mostly rehashing stuff they already knew about my teaching from my Facebook page. I mentioned needing to visit some of my girlfriends’ homes on social calls that afternoon. That subtly let them know that I was not gay, despite having gone almost four years since my divorce. My dad had once hinted at. ”“How are we doing that?”“I mean y’all walk around holdin’ hands now. On every TV show.”“How does that affect you personally?”“I just don’t wanna see it!”“So anything that isn’t just like you should be censured.”“Now, I ain’t say all that. Y’all liberals always tryin’ to put words in our mouths.”“Not true, Woodtick. I’m just trying to clarify.”“What I mean is this. I’m a straight White man and it’s like I don’t fit in America no more.”Fredrick thought for a moment. “I can see how you might say.