“Sure,” I said. “Well, I have some fun and somewhat different ones if you are up for it. Some may be a little daring for you, thou...gh.” He must think I am a prude, I thought. Not knowing exactly what he had in mind, I said,” I may be a little older than you, but I still like to have fun. I am up for whatever you think is fun.” When I saw the start of the movie he had selected, I gasped a little and wondered if I should have said what I just did. . She didn't look like she was being forced. Hell, he even bought her clothes to wear on their dates because he wanted her to look sexier. Like I said, I followed them and watched. They acted like a couple in love. I just can't buy it. She wanted to cheat. Case closed."Vicky sat and looked at me again, then said, "YOU. You saw them in town and followed them. Oh, my God. You were the one that mugged Brice that time weren't you?"I felt my face drain, then get red. Shit, I thought to myself. I. As I thought about all this I realised that they did have a point. But should I ask her out? Could I even ask her out? Was I capable of thinking of her as someone more than my best friend? Maybe. Probably. If I allowed myself to. But if I was, was she able to think the same way about me? I was pretty certain that if I asked her out and she said no, she wouldn’t laugh in my face about it, but we would always have it looming over our friendship. I wasn’t sure if it was worth the risk. I decided. It's that it calls into question your own desirability to the opposite sex. You can't help but wonder if you fall short.No, I don't mean there, I'm seven inches, that's seems pretty good, never gotten any complaints, no, it's more like maybe I'm just not attractive to women in some way or other.Well, it was different from having her leave me for another guy. It put me down for several months until I finally just told myself I needed to get out and find someone new. Instead of that, I had been.