.. It’s living. It grows. It’s beautiful.”He smiled at me.“What?”“You’re not like other girls.”“What do you mean?”He suddenly lean...ed in to kiss me, and I leaned away. His lips missed their mark and flattened against my cheek. Awkward and passionless, he pressed them in and I stared at him. What the hell? I shrunk out and got up. We were not exactly alone in a romantic place, we were out front of a pita shop with people inside looking out. Eyes were on us, all around. After a pause, I took in a. “I mean it. Fiona can be difficult, believe it or not; but Stacy’s a nightmare.”“Worse than Eve?” I said.“About as bad, only Stacy expects you to thank her for it.”Then Fiona arrived. I wanted to tell her everything, but it wasn’t the time or the place. It would have to wait. At least she didn’t seem annoyed with me, so she must have really meant all she’d said yesterday.Perhaps she wasn’t very convinced about my clothes either, because she suggested Sampo could pick me up at home, so we could. "Wow, Billie you actually said something, sometimes I forget you areeven here. It seems you are just along for the ride, Cathy is theleader, Kim is her best friend forever, Emma is her main squeeze, Lavinais her mentor, and you, well you are just here." What does that make you Erica?" Billie countered back."The wildcard, I am the only one of us not under Lavina's thumb in oneway or another I have noticed, I don't call her sis like the rest ofyou, I don't back up the second she gets mad like the. My buddy opened the communal door, welcomed me in, shook hands and led me to his flat. Once inside we were able to talk openly about the wank session and ourselves. He led me to his front room where he had the magazines of Holly laid out on his large leather sofa and his laptop connected to his big 40inch TV. We sat down on the leather sofa (fully clothed at this stage), he began to play some music videos of Holly via YouTube (ad-less in those days) where we began talking dirty about Holly and.