When someone drives a fire-engine-red Camry it's hard to hide it on a city street.That's how I spent the next three hours, until almost 12:30, driving... up and down the streets of our little area. No Sandy! A total waste of time! I swung back to the house to see if she was there, but no luck.Now I was getting concerned. She had a wide circle of friends, but most of them lived within a mile of our home. Unless we had been playing hopscotch as I searched she wasn't anywhere in the area.After. I think I'm the only one who hasn't lost it yet."I feel annoyed. I think she might only be using me. I also didn't want to take someone's virginity like this. It wouldn't be special. I had given mine away so freely and regret it. I didn't want her to feel the same thing.The banging against the wall starts up again. I don't know how to respond without upsetting her. I down my drink then have another. I don't like this.She grabs at my belt. My hand goes over hers to stop her."I don't think you. .Nd she said wah janab flirting.Mene kha abhi to shuru b nh ki h. Then usne kha maharathi lgte ho. Then mene kha haan thda thoda.Me ek ek ques bdi dhyaan se puch rha tha jisse vo kse b phass jaye. Fir mene pucha truth or dare usne pehli bar dare select kiya.Then I asked u have to hold my hand for two minutes inside the blanket. Us time lights b on thi too me koi b risk nh lena chahta tha.Then mene uska hath pakda baht maje se pure 2-3 min k liye. Uske baad usne bola hogya janab mene kha ki haan. They preferred celebrating the meaning of the season rather than its vague and ever changing religious background(s). Christmas Eve was their holiday night together, the next day was their holiday together with family, as well as, give each other the ‘real’ gifts. Well, Ben had his family, Coco didn’t have one. However close they were, Coco never really went to any holiday family activity, she always felt weird, an outsider, so they used the day before Christmas as their special day. It began.