I lay back on the bed where two men had fucked me that night and pondered how I had got into this position. Despite myself my cock was rock hard in it...s silk panties stained with my own cum. 3 weeks earlier I had told my wife we were broke and that my business was finished. She had been quite calm and had gone out of the house to think things over. On her return she had some bags and had clearly been shopping but before I could say anything she looked at me and spoke, “Do you love me?” I nodded.. Then after an hour I will come and take you for ‘diksha’, which is actually the sterilization process of your mind and body. That is the starting point of your journey to reach your goal Madam. By the way, if you can hand over your bag as I will check and allow only those as per ashram rules to be kept along with you. I was a bit taken aback by the last part of his words, especially ‘I will check’. Me: I have brought nothing as you said. Sanjeev: But still Madam, I have to check. Don’t be shy. I wonder if they think about me. I wonder what their lives are like now, nine years after the fact.Does my father know that I know? He must, considering the memoirs were hidden in the same place as his emergency money. I'm sure though he has never told my mother. I don't watch the news so I have no idea if I was ever on a missing children's television show or if I'd just been considered a runaway.Taking into account that my father ejaculated in me or on me more times than anyone else will in my. Pulling me on his fat dick''so easy, dont tell me this is not good , you take all of my cock''he was too gentle, i coudnt resist moaning under the sweet plowing of my cum hole''see told you, ass up taking cock, dont pretend , i know you need this ''''you need a cock, its ok baby i like how girly you are, its ok to be a slut , be my slut ''he tamed me down into a cock taking sissy againhis word making me fall under his spell againuntil i was back on top of him, bouncing on my own, unable to stop.