‘Here. I also had my student buy you a few more items of clothing yesterday. We will go shopping this afternoon for more clothes.’ He handed me th...e new clothing that seemed to be the right size…although pink was not exactly my color. At least they were clean, I thought, as I finished getting dressed. Alex had already packed everything up in the room including my stuff. When we arrived at the barn a big semi was there. Alex’s groom, Miguel, was helping the students prepare their horses for. I have only had one “gay” encounter. It happened when I was in the 4-t h grade. I was swimming at my friend Jimmy’s apartment complex. We went there after school for a swim as it was a very hot Florida day. We swam, goofed around, just had a general good time before the afternoon cloud and thundershowers came in. They came, so we got out and decided to get changed.We walked into Jimmy’s bedroom. He immediately dropped his suit, grabbed his dick and started beating off. Being that I was. She said she waned me know. I looke at her suprised and she looked sad for a second and said"what you dont like me "I said no and i have always wanted to fuck her. She smiled and pulled down my shorts and took my entire cock down her throat she had obviously done this before. Being a virgin i lasted only about 2 minutes. I as i was about to cum Iscreamed "I'm cummmmmmmiiiing" I the presided to uleashed the biggest cum of my life that seemed to not have an end. Once i came down she took her. She didn’t make it to Dick’s but if she adds a bar of dark chocolate to her vino it becomes a meal. Suicide was never very far from her mind. She can’t decide if it’s death she wants or if she feels as if death is her only option for freedom. Either way she is still unclear whether or not suicide will send her to hell, so she never pushes the envelope with this obsession. Well at least not anymore. Her final attempt was in Carly’s back yard. Chayne is so fucked up right now. Her mind is.