I then gather my things and head home. I think to myself, wow what have I donecan it be undone, and what are the ultimate repercussions of last night...I drive home and sleep till i need to get ready for workTwo nights later after work, I again head there, this time I arive after midnight, so its Wedneaday Morning, and im not working the next day.Again I sneak into the house, I give them all the idea that until I knock on the front door, they will act as if I am not there, they will not be. She had three people with wash clothes scrubbing her from head to toe as she sat there limp. People were gathering around Barb to console her but the smell drove them away to a safe distance where they made their polite comments about how ?it’s going to be alright? and ‘it’s not so bad’ as they tried not to puke themselves.When all seemed to be finally calming down, Barbs sobbing had fallen off to the occasional sniffle and the ice numbed Miles’ knee, which was now the size of a bowling ball,. It's been a whirlwind thus far. We both hope the tempo slows after the first of the year and we can just get to know more about each other and let the emotions calm down some. I don't really expect things to cool. I even doubt that they will calm down. She is a lovely woman and I am hopeful that she's the one for life. It's very promising. Right now, everything is promising and I really don't think there will be any surprises or changes. We just need some time to be routine and determine if our. On this day when the temptation called she hesitated but just in time she stopped herself and walked on toward home. Her son Johannes or Kleinhans as she called him was waiting for her in the boarding house dining room under the supervision of the cook. He always without fail came home from school and reported to the cook who usually assigned him some duty such as shining the silver. She thought of how obedient her son was. She had to be as reliable as he was.They went upstairs to their.