She said for real never. I said it always time for a 1st. I felt fun walking outside with this cute little blonde. We stop at the gas store and got s...ome rubs, I was thinking,I wish I had my video, so i could remember this. this was going to be my 1st time with a midget.Your place or mine I asked. which ever 1 closer. So we went to her place. I sat down on her bed knowing what was about to helpen. she came out of the bath room naked very HOT tan. she took off my pants, while I was standing up.. So..." She broke off, watching me carefully."Okay..." I said slowly. "Okay. Though..."She smiled a little sadly. "Though ... you're going to have to rethink your lifestyle, Boss, aren't you?" Yeah. Right now, though, I think all I want is sleep. See you in the morning." Night, Boss." As she reached the door, though, she turned. "Boss, I think the hotel could be persuaded ... at a price ... to open their shop and provide us with at least a change of underclothes. Shall I see what I can do?" Good. We would strongly prefer to all stay together, but understand that this will be difficult. We are prepared to divide into two groups, if the groups are allowed to freely visit each other."You should know that we are all Catholic, and would strongly prefer a Catholic, or at least Christian household; we know that this will complicate the search, but we can not renounce our faith for mere convenience."Steve nodded, "I will attempt to locate a suitable household for you. I can not promise it will. If this was 1998, and I was merely engaged, I could throw everything away that I had at the time. I would take the risk. I would shed myself of everything for one more chance with you. A part of me wants to smack me for feeling this way. I linger over the sensation that I can still trust you with my whole being, and the sensation that it is the right thing to do. I am living a lie. Everyday that goes by, I know that I have only hastily tried to patch my world together and keep moving forward,.