’I sat on the bed, for some reason feeling strangely confident, a lot more confident than I had any right to be. Later I realized it was because I�...�d finally gotten to the point where I could contemplate life without Jill. This wasn’t something I wanted. After all these years of feeling I wasn’t quite good enough for her, I knew I was going to tell her some home truths. And when I’d finished, I knew that more than life itself I wanted her to still love me and be with me. But I knew that it was a. Of course."You laughed as you read it."Will there be cake and a clown?" you asked when you called to thank me for the invitation."Yeah, I will be there and I will get a cake. Do you want Barbie decorations?" Smart ass" you laughed.You weren't sure what to expect when you dressed to go that day, but just to be safe, you wore your blue dress. It would look good no matter how casual or formal the party was, you thought.Your husband knew you were going to join some friends. You had invited him to. "What, she'll come to her senses when she realises she has to be bare breasted." Charles insisted, but she didn't, she spoke to chief Imbuku who seemed perplexed, and then she slapped his face.Mr Kariba stepped forward and assured her the tribal custom required bared breasts and this delicious smile crept across her lips, and she began to unbutton her blouse."Hall for gods sake do something!" Charles Bainbridge cried, "She's become unhinged," but it was just raging hormones that ruled Evaline's. What it did do is show me a connection I’ve never had with anyone, ever. And what kind of freaked me out was that it was with someone who wasn’t on the same page philosophically. That’s when I knew there was something special.”“So, Abbie Nolan, what is it that you want?” I asked.“To be your friend. To learn from you. To have great sex.”“And that’s enough?”“You’ll give me all the freedom I need to be who I want to be, and do what I want to do, so yes. You won’t judge me, I’ll have a wonderful.