As I finished, I explained that until that day, I had never been with anyone else. He asked, “So you liked being with someone else?” “Yes, I l...oved it,” I replied. “Would you do it again?” I explained, “Yes, but I am not sure it will be with the same guy. It was hot, but he and I didn’t really connect all that well. He doesn’t talk much, and it is hard to read him. I am not secure with myself enough to spend a lot of time with someone I can't read.” “Problem is, I don’t know how or where to. ‘Then you know the drill. Undress to your comfort level,’ she continues in a soft voice, handing me a pale green flannel sheet which feels as if it’s just been taken from a dryer, ‘and lie on the table on your back. I’ll be back in just a moment.’ I can’t look her in the eyes. In a few minutes, she’ll be running her hands over my skin, and it’s too much—too close for comfort—to also let her capture my gaze. I feel the need to hold that part of me in reserve, so I busy myself untying my sneakers. "Let them get some good shots of you, Charlene.Or Fifi. Let's go with Fifi for now. Ask those boys nicely to pleasetake some more pictures."Feeling helpless, he faced the pair and smiled weakly. "Could you...please... take more pictures... of me?" Sure, Sweet Cheeks," said the first one. "Turn sideways and stick outyour butt."After he did that, hating every second of it, the other ordered, "Now getcloser to us, suck your thumb and... mmmm... I know... tug your earlobe."Doing what he had. I saw a neon sign advertising adult videos and toys on an ill kept storefront. "I need to get a few items. I'm sure you and Dave can amuse yourselveswhile I'm gone." He walked in the store leaving the two of us in the SUV. Dave was morequiet and reserved than Steve but I knew he was very aware of his sexuality. Being older than Dave I thought perhaps he wanted me to take on the older seductress role. Or perhaps the fact that I was older wasn't a turn-on to him, so I asked. "Does it bother you.