"Tell me of all your sexual experiences, Cindy. Start at the very first one you remember and move forward through time," he commanded.I was powerless ...to resist even though I would have cut off an arm not to tell him. I told of him of being aware of my body as long as I could remember, of mother telling me how to keep myself clean and warning me about boys. I told him about letting Jamie Miller play doctor with me when we were seven. I could feel my heart beating madly as I said, "When I was. I want to do something... different... and I want you to hear me out."I wasn't at all sure what this was about, but I could see that he was struggling with something he didn't quite want to say, so I put on a brave face and tried to smile to make him feel more comfortable. I wasn't sure if that was the right thing, but it was something.He continued, "I know you like it when I take control... and I love it too. So I want to try something."He paused, closed his eyes and took a deep breath and. From what you tell me, he isn't even a man anymore. There is no way hecan satisfy you as a woman."Ellen's eyes narrowed over with anger and she fought hard to maintaincontrol. "That's true. Even at his best, his performance couldn't holda candle to men like your husband. You are so lucky to have him."Nancy's blood started to boil. "Ellen are you telling me that you andDerrick..."Ellen realized she had let her mouth run away with her. "Oops sorry aboutthat. Don't get your bloomers in a wad.. ”“You know Helen is here?” I asked.She nodded.“I think she liked being with you,” I said. “And I think you owe her, big time. She is in her room just now, getting a shower after we got her out of that chastity device. If SHE wants it, and you want to maybe help even out your karmic balance, then perhaps you could spend some time with her showing her what it feels like on the receiving end of the attention for once.“I am not going to interfere. I’ll leave you two together. But it’s up to you to.