.." She whispered, and he realized she was crying too."I don't know how to do this Liz ... How do I go on without her? Knowing we might have been a fa...mily..." He choked out the words, as she softly stroked his arm."You go on because you must, because you have no choice Don ... Because it's what Audrey would want. You do it for her. You will never be the same, and the pain will always be a part of you, but you will learn to rise above it and cope with it each day." That's what Reddington said. The erotic charge of being serviced by an unknown, unseen man was feeling much more than awesome. I really did not want to cum yet and pulled back, although Walter resisted and did not want to let me pull out. Soon I had my cock and balls on my side of the hole all slithered in spit and raging hard. My legs were really shuddering with fatigue and lassitude. Soon I saw the shadows moving on the other side and a small bottle of poppers appeared on my side while I heard Walter asking me to take a. .* Lily sobbed, The tears were flowing freely, She couldn't help crying*No but's, I want you to always remember that you are beautiful to me, Always have been and always will be, You are the best friend I could of ever asked for* Alex again whispered as he slowly raised one hand to her cheek to wipe away a tear*But..* Lily once again sobbed, She seemed unable to say anything else, The shock of what had happened seemed to be taking over*Lily if this be my last breath then may I ask for one last. What am I supposed to say the next time I see your wife, ‘Hi, Natalie, sorry I committed adultery with your husband but isn’t it great I had an orgasm?’”“I think you’re being a little overdramatic. We had sex; Natalie and I have talked about sex with others. She’s good with me having sex with you. Hell, she will be excited when I tell her we fucked.”“What--you two have talked about you fucking me? I guess you two have talked about Natalie seducing my Steve.” Jim gave me a knowing look. “Oh my.