It arousesme thinking of the options before me. Do I take a man? A woman? Maybe evena child? The possibilities rush through my head, each with it's po...tentialand pitfall.Breaking myself away from my dreams I look at my watch and hail a taxi,damn still not my man. I go home, feeling a strange brew of emotions fromthinking back to everything that had happened to me.I enter my modest home and distract myself with some entertainment. Onecannot keep fixating on a single thing non-stop it would drive. I drop my sex over her pubis that reaches past her belly button. She grabs it with both hands and scoots up on the bed to place it at her entrance.She pushes herself down seeking to penetrate herself, she was desperate to be nailed. So I signaled her to be patient, she wanted to be nailed I was going to please her. With her hands gripping my sex I placed it in her. Positioning myself on top of her I placed one hand beside her head on her shoulder and the other under her left arm. I couldn't. It's so... predictable." She giggled."We're going to be on the road for two days, we'll have time to listen to a whole bunch of stuff. I need Bruce to help me wake up." Well, OK then."They found some coffee, and hit the highway.It was midmorning, and they were well on their way."Warren," Sophia began, "There's something I've been meaning to talk to you about. Mary says I should. But it's difficult." What, Pookie?" Well... it's about our sex life." Uh-oh. The last thing a guy wants to hear from. Holding her hand out to me she told me we should be getting home, I thanked Andrew for letting me play and he thanked my mom for her help. A few days later I answered the phone, it was Andrew, he had got the number off his neighbour, he asked how I was and then asked for mom, they chatted and she laughed and I heard her saying she couldn’t, After a few minutes she turned to me and said “Andrew has asked us over on Saturday for a BBQ, would you like to go”? “I don’t mind” she went back to speak,.