She was almost afraid to look, but she forced herself to be calm. Her eyes were her best feature: deep and almost startling blue. She’d always wante...d raven black hair to set them off, but the dyes she’d tried made her look like she’d put shoe polish on her head. Now, however, as she watched in the mirror the red disappeared to be replaced by glossy black tresses that curled around and caressed her face like a crown of willful and sensual ivy. It was just what she’d always prayed for. She. I then told he,r ?But I knew you would have said no,? and she replied, ?no, I wouldn?t of, I understand that you want to be a girl, girls are the BEST people in the world, but you have a dick and balls, and don?t think pushing your pee-pee into your body to hide it is going to make you one of us.?With that last comment, she pushed me into the pool and sat down to watch me squirm against the pool blanket. I almost drowned that day if she didn?t at the last minute have a change of heart for me. . he needed men who'd stand up to him for the right reasons. He shook hands with my father and sent him back to his family. That's how we ended up in tight with Luciano and his Commission. That's how we ended up tight with the Five Families eventually ... although that was a goddamn nightmare."The old man seemed lost in thought for a few moments and Randy was scared to disturb him. Then Victor Philouma looked up at him again."And that's where my son comes from. For the life of the Family, his. And then I went up and fucked her, while she lay there writhing in agony. And then I killed her. I shot her through the belly, and listened to her beg me to get a doctor. She took fifteen minutes to die." How horrible." Really? I thought it was pretty nice. What was horrible was what she did to me, to my nice, orderly life. To my marriage. My wife is divorced from me now, and married to another man. A guy I've known for years. They've got my kids with them, and she's had another one by him..