He had no idea that there were a bunch of guys watching, but it had turned me on to see them rubbing the bulges in their pants while they watched him ...get me off. I had made sure to not get drunk, but I was on the edge of a buzz when I accepted a beer from one of my boyfriends friends. We sat down on the couch, but I made sure not to pull my already short skirt down, so you could just barely make out my pussy. I had never cheated, but I do love to tease other guys. it makes me hot to see them. Normal feelings ... normal sensation ... will she be able to feel arousal like normal?”“Oh dear, I should have addressed that. I think too clinically at times. When we finally repair the damaged nerve, I’m virtually certain that Amelia will have normal feelings or close to them. I’ve treated a few FGM victims to date, girls with worse mutilations, and have been able to restore at least some sensory function with significantly reduced pain, so in Amelia’s case I think the prognosis is mostly. In early morning I left her hostel and moved to home. In midway of return journey, I fucked by many of waiter, dhaba maliks and strangers after every 40-50kms covered. I not spent a single penny in entire journey, I fucked for resorts of Goa, private beaches entries and even for diesel too. I bought fuel from six stations, where manager and his attendant fucked me hard instead of taking money. I even fucked by the owner of small khokha from where I took some packets of cigarette. Finally I. Exposing myself to those feelings had somehow made me feel better, and it gave me a whole new perspective in understanding my classmates who are unable or unwilling to resist such emotions. But all weekend long, I struggled internally against the primitive feelings this awakened inside me, and I could feel what I now call my animal self growing stronger as the weekend progressed.Today the degradation of my self-control accelerated beyond the simple urges to touch myself and flashbacks of the.