We got in my car and she started hinting at sexual things, its been awhile so I don't remember exactly what we talked about. It was about a ten minut...e drive to her house and by the end we were talking about how her boyfriend was only 5 inches and she had always wanted to be with someone alot bigger,and I told her I could help her with that ;)We went in and immediately got undressed and I sat down on her bed. She took her top off, she has some nice tits, small and perky =) she got between my. The next few nights had us sleeping in the open, as we would have had to go half a day out of our way to get to the next supply depot. It was harder to sleep, and oppressive; even the dwarves seemed to get quieter and more morose. The darkspawn dreams were worse as well; Duncan slept better, thanks to Anders, but the rest of us woke in sweats more than occasionally.I missed Alistair; he was by my side, but lack of privacy and the need to remain in armour removed any possibility of intimacy.. I thought back to the conversation before we were interrupted andturned to Matt. "Do you miss performing?"Matt sighed. "Sometimes I do but not enough to give up the life I havenow. We both have done pretty well you know," He looked around myexpansive condo before he smiled again. "This is a far cry from thatsmall shit hole we had in LA."I nodded. "Yeah it is and I know what you mean, I think I feel the sameway. Maybe someday you and I can do a gig or two together just to getit out of our. "I snort. "Am I?"She looks up, her eyes wide. And she looks scared. "Yes. You are." She says the words slowly and deliberately.And I feel my gut churn as I realise something. "Are you... are you doing this because I said I loved you? Because you think this is what I want?"A wave of frustration sweeps through me, and most of it's directed at myself. I feel myself working up into a frenzy."What, you have to put yourself up to this? To- to kissing me at night because you can't stand it during the.