What are you looking for?" I asked him. "A long term commitment or someone to do a little exploring with?" Hell, I don't know. All of this is so new, ...I hadn't really thought about it. I've spent the last four years thinking that I could never have a normal relationship with a girl, only to meet you and now, all of a sudden, I can be a man again. Only now, I don't know how. Did you know that I've never even had a real date?" Well, why don't you think about it and decide what you want. Then, just. Before "I'm sorry" could even escape my lips he sighed and pulled me to him. He wrapped his hand in my hair and began to squeeze telling me that I would be punished later for being so careless with my health and I knew he wasn't bluffing. As the night progressed he continued to keep me close to him. Never letting me out of his sight. Counting all of my mistakes that way he could punish me later. I was his toy and he wanted to protect me. Finally it was time to leave and go home. As I saw him. There was a dark spot on the crotch of her underwear that was very promising. I couldn’t wait to show her just how easily she could be stimulated on this table.With all the restraints in place I went to her head and quietly told her what would happen. “Laura, you need to be punished today. You have been a very naughty girl teasing me that way, and I cannot allow you to go unpunished for it. I am going to spank you with 100 strokes today because of your infraction, and I expect you to count each. That’s all ya can do for me.’ I was moved with the sudden urge to hug my father, something I’d never once done in my life. It would have been weird though because Dad didn’t exactly invite affection. Instead, I rose to my feet and set about making another pot of coffee for him. ‘Better get back to work, punkin,’ he said after I’d poured him a cup. ‘That alignment ain’t gonna finish itself.’ I gave him a small smile at the old nickname. He hadn’t called me ‘pumpkin’ in years. Our fingers met.