So gullible...so naive...so lovable in your very charming, yet clueless, way. We have been with and at one another here twice a week for the last six ...months, and you still think that YOU understand when I am finished. When I am ready to let YOU take the lead. It's never really when you think it is, and I am both amazed and delighted that you still have not realized that. Tonight, I am going to do so much more with you and so much more to you. I begin by grasping your hips and throwing you to. Damn, but I loved that thing!I was driving, sharing the front seat with my wife Joan, and her old friend Beth. I was just coming off a rotation on the eleven to seven trauma shift in the ER, so I was good to drive all night. I was drinking coffee, the girls were on their second bottle of wine, getting loose and giggly. Beth's husband Frank was on a futon mattress upon the folded rear seats, sleeping on and off, rising to join in conversation now and then.It was June, the season of weddings and. I said Rita let me tell you something and I opened my mind in front of her and told her about my feelings for her and narrated the GOA experience too, she chuckled & said I knew things have changed between us for some times now but I dint knew that it was from GOA that you were eyeing me,I also felt lot many times that you are trying to feel me and touch me in a different way, I was suddenly embarrassed, she said not to feel embarrassed at all, I also feel good and feel wanted by others, it’s a. This one wished to hold my hand.Shame stayed my exit. I held her as our bodies cooled. I spied her identity from unopened mail while she escaped to her bathroom. Reese was her name. A name I let escape my lips as I gave her the gentle love that she'd asked of me for repayment. When I breathlessly looked into her eyes afterwards, I realized my penance had been much crueler. I saw hope.Still, I went home.After Reese, I ceased my predations on our gender. The safety and comfortable numbness their.