Kyle squealed “S’eve!” when he saw me, making me laugh.“Did you teach him that?”“Yes. I hoped it would work, but you never know. He can’...t quite get the ‘st’ sound, though.”“What’s the plan for today?” I asked.“That depends on how guilty you feel,” she said with a smile. “If you’re just a little guilty, then we can go to Wendy’s. If you’re a lot guilty, then we can go to Wendy’s and then go to bed!”I chuckled, “Let’s go to Wendy’s.”“Not ruling out bed? Interesting!”I just smiled and let that go.. I am nothing of the sort, and never will be again.My life was already composed of Big Events by the time of Samuel's death. My awakening in the whorehouse that was so very suited to both my talents, and exactly the place for me to learn to be so much more than I started out as. If I'd been privately owned, I'd probably still be a little house-bot, until my owner tired of me and had me junked for a newer model.My friendship with Anna that has benefited us both so much came out of that.Jim and. I moved to her breast and sucked on the nipple as hard as could. I lightly bit on her nipple to hear a deep moan. I slid my hand towards her groin only to find someone's head there. I could tell by the movements of her abdomen that they were having the desired effect.I was up on my knees to be able to move around more. Jenny had wiggled her arm under me and was now using her fingers at my kitty. She was doing that little circular motion that she knew that I likes so much. It was driving me. We wouldn’t have met in an AA meeting if I was. Yes, that includes all the abominations of the body. I understand the cravings. Alcohol. Tobacco. Drugs. Sex. I’ve been clean and sober for twenty-two months. What I crave most is something you have in abundance. Love. Marry me, John. I will be your helper, mother of your children, strength when you are weak. But to love me, you have to love yourself. Show me you can forgive both of us our pasts and marry me.”I changed course from our intended.