I think they were going to the pool area again. That's where most of the cute guys are."We found the girls and I made the proposal. Mickey was not too... anxious to leave the pool area and I finally took her aside and gave it to her straight."I want some time alone with Rachael. Does that bother you?" She shook her head no with a serious look at me. "And will you make that happen?"She smiled a nasty grin and told me it was going to cost me. We finally settled on the movie for both of them, a late. Of course she would have had me in her arms. I had come out of her tummy so we had to be together at some point.I think that one picture made more of an impression on me than any other the others. I never told anyone about it, but I would lie awake nights wondering if it was really Daddy she got tired of or if she didn't want me. In all the other pictures, she was a beautiful woman, happy, smiling, obviously in love with my father. The two or three where she was pregnant didn't show that glow. ‘She’s off the coast of Portugal, sticking to the original course.’‘He hasn’t asked about his wife yet then?’‘No, he’s still a bit confused. Finding you here threw him a bit. –I’m going to have to tell him something tomorrow. I just wish I knew what to tell him.’‘Somehow lass, I get the feeling you’ll think of something.’I gave him a kiss on the cheek and left him to it.Samantha had come to realise that she was effectively a prisoner on the boat. Sleeping with Ryan had been fun back in. But I was afraid. All you men are alike."He laughed. "But I don't even know what to do with a girl." Well, I've just seen what you have down there, and once you get a girl into bed, you'll make her very happy indeed." Please, Mom, tell me what to do."If I was wet before, thinking about fucking my husband in front of the fireplace and of the possibility that he might be cheating on me, this conversation had me totally soaking. This had really gone far enough. I bent to kiss Ernie on the head, in.