"You dirty whore. How could you do this to my son? All of you, dirty women, crave a black cock, don't you?" spewed grandad at mom who ran away from th...e room.The other men of the village in the cell with dad and grandad began to llok at dad differently. It was a look of pity and mockery, how a black man from the enemy country has taken mom from him in his own house and has probably amde her pregnant.Dad was resolved at that moment to end the fake priest's life, even if it took him years, even if. ..I know where I am. It's night; the room is in a chiaroscuro, lit by the digital display clock and the residual light from the bathroom; A shower noise." At this hour ? ... "I'm in bed, eyes wide open looking at the ceiling. I'm sweaty." But what ??? "I'm lying on my back, legs wide apart, fingers dug into the wet sex ... .... With abruptness I withdraw my hand ..." But what ???? "On the black screen of my sleepless nights. Gradually I reconnect with reality. I look to my left" No one ?! "I. Her eyes seem larger in the bright sunlight streaming around us,blindingly soft in it's brightness, reflected off of the white tile walls and row of cut glass mirrors.I hear the birds in the trees from the small open windows high near the ceiling.I look up to see rainbows glistening in the melting ice caking the skylight.Long impossibly smooth fingers have touched my cheek.Like polished stone sheathed in silk,her fingertips glide down my cheek. Her eyes seem hollow,as though I can see the. . invasive certainly, but not unpleasant overwhelming, I would call it, and I yielded completely. My tongue never passed beyond my own teeth. I learned the rules.. my mouth was his his was not mine. OK.. This was a rule I could learn to love. When the kiss broke, he licked his lips and simply said, You need to brush your teeth, my darling pet&hellip, Or, perhaps, later, Ill brush them for you&hellip, Shocked-Embarrassed, and now aroused by this embarrassment before him, my Lord, I simply.