He did the same and endeavored to remain calm as the first of the soldiers walked down the length of the truck examining its contents. His fellow cove...red them both from the front. To this point, not a word had been spoken."What the fuck?" Hap heard. It was a woman's voice and she was plenty pissed off. In his mirror he could see Moira Lys striding determinedly towards the road block."Moira Lys?" Hap exclaimed, "No!" Who the fuck are you clowns?" she demanded to startled and confused looks. One. But you didn't do that did you, you lying sack of shit. You continued pounding her cunt trying to get your rocks off in her like she was begging for."Then I laughed with hate in my voice and said, "I'll be damned. You never did get your rocks off did you? You still have a hard-on!," as I could see the big tent his hard-on was making in his shorts.I looked at Lydia with real malice. I wanted to hurt her, to humiliate her, like she had humiliated me. She was still sitting in her chair all curled. ‘I got a feeling something bad is going to happen soon and I’ll never see you again.’ I could see she was getting very upset and I was touched by how strongly she felt for me. I hugged her tighter. ‘Don’t worry I promise you nothing bad is going to happen.’ How wrong I was. * The next day while doing my chores they came. I was sharpening some of the farming tools when some of the young children came running back towards the village shouting a warning. I quickly grabbed my sword and raced over. I pushed my fingers to her pulse&hellip,.She didnt have a pulse. I stepped back afraid and crying accidently knocking Amy more on the bed as a bottle of my sleeping pills fell out of her hand. There must have been 20 pills in there. I noticed a note on the table picking it up I read it aloud. Dear who ever gets this I decided life isnt worth living anymore. I hate this world and most of the people in it. I loved John and he was taken from me. I cant stand it. I love him and I want to be with.