"Ouch." It was so cute, her sweet little voice. I worked her nipple as the blood flowed back in. "Tell me Emily, have you ever let the boys play with ...your tits, they're so nice." She didn't reply. I opened the other clip and let the blood flow back into her nipple. "We've got work to do." I brought up the net and did a quick search for sex toys. There were tons of pages. "Look at all these links Emily, do you have a favorite? Have you ever bought a dildo for yourself?" I wanted to embarrass. I grunted and growled, keeping it as quiet as possible, but unable to hold it back as the pent up load blasted out of me.Mom slowly caressed her body as I panted for breath with my head leaning against the window sill. Just as I was thinking about grabbing the tissue to clean up, I thought I saw her looking up toward me, and darted back out of the window, falling hard on my butt in the process.That spurred me into action. I jerked up my boxers and grabbed the tissues, doing my best to wipe up. I sat in bed speechless, my mouth hanging down slightly. I swallowed and spoke. Sweetie, I love you. More than anything in the world. Kerry beamed and threw her arms around me gleefully. I returned her embrace with love. She was my angel. Im not sure you should do that to me again, Kerry I said, calmly. She withdrew from our hug and said, Why not, Daddy? Whats the matter? She had a puzzled look on her face. Doing that to somebody is something that boyfriends and girlfriends do for one another.. I couldn’t beat the urge to constantly want to finger myself; be it at home or in class or bed.The need to rub my clit was overwhelming for the first few months; after I came of my meds.Mum was disgusted in me, and told me to do that in my room.She would then go on one of her usual drunk rants, until I left her alone in the lounge.At the time I thought Mum gave me permission, to do it in my room.Deep down, my own demons were surfacing; I thought there was something wrong with me.In class, I.