May be it’s because of the trauma we have been through. So please don’t feel bad on our part about this.”Karen looked up at them. “But you don...’t understand. I really ... want him to do this to me. It is more than just a fantasy to me. I never had this until I moved here but now, I find myself lusting after him and if I do make a move. What will he think of me? We have a good relationship and I wouldn’t want to do anything to ruin that. Our unity is a help to mom. We don’t fight or argue we work. But I was about 5 bucks short so I blew the delivery guy and he covered it."Faith began counting, using her fingers to help her. She stopped and looked at Buffy, "Are we counting the vampire?" YES!" Okay, don't be so testy, I was just asking. So that makes six and a half." Faith smiled like she was proud of herself, although Buffy wasn't sure if it was for fucking those guys or counting past five for the first time in her life. “And that is only the guys I fucked. The girls are a different. And we had some great porn; an entire briefcase full of pictures of spread pussies, hard cocks, titties, hard cocks penetrating pussies, hard cocks penetrating assholes, some really great stuff for the time. And we never left on a TDY trip without our special briefcase!While on the TDY trips we would finish for the day, return to our rooms after dinner, and whomever had the special briefcase in their room, would allow the other person to go through and pick out what they wanted, then return to. It had been six months since her last sexual encounter, and she missed it with every fibre of her being, she missed the smell of a male body, she missed the warmth when she got between the cold sheets of her bed at night, the feel of a mans body next to hers, touching, licking, biting, she missed it all.Absently her hands went to her breasts and she felt them beneath her fingertips, the nipples swelling slightly with her touch and the cool breeze, she caught her breath and looked around.