‘Clank????????? Clank????????.. Clank!’Straining, being stretched ever tauter, her painfully extended body continuing to arch with her chest thrus...ting further forward with each halting lurch while her barely covered breasts jaunt wider apart in what’s left of her torn bra, she senses her body continuing to curl, bow outward as the aligned set of notched planks positioned behind her continues pressing across the small of her back. Eyes welling, the flickering shadowed stone walls surrounding. Guys are attracted to me. I am attracted to them. I spent the first 23 years of my life ashamed and confused about my sexuality. I am no longer ashamed and confused. I want to have sex and have the views about sex of most honest guys. If that means that I want to spend most of my days naked and having sex with someone else, then I am going to try to make sure that happens. Speaking of being happy, for the first time in my life I am happy with my body. I graduated from high school at 130. Spring 1942:May 5thAlbert will be going into the army soon. He will be eighteen at the end of the summer and I have decided that I want to talk to him about us. I think it would be good for both of us. I only hope he will go along with it.May 7thI told him last night and his response was everything I had hoped it would be. He said yes and we made love all night. I will remember the feeling of his penis entering me forever just as I previously remembered giving birth to him eighteen years. "That just slipped out, and I wondered if it was true. I concentrated on the non-sexual part of our involvement and thought abut how it felt to hold Janet, and how it felt before. It wasn't the same -- the colors of my universe were brighter with her in it. Valid error check and positive authentication: yes, I love Janet. The whole thing took about a third of a second."You really mean that?" She glanced down at my erection. "You're not just saying that?" With all my heart, and both heads.