I took a photo of that pose too, to make into a worship sheet with my cartoon added with spunk running down the front of my trousers, telling Her that... was the moment of pants-spunking – though She usually knew when it was happening – to send to Her. I printed that sheet to hand to Her at the start of the next Worship Session, and She laughed and said “how many times have you looked at that then Graham?!” I told Her “all the time”, and She laughed some more. She knew exactly what it depicted,. I asked her if her relationship with Mr. Olson was inappropriate. She stiffened and asked how I knew about that. I didn't respond. She told me that her relationship with Mr. Olson was in the past and none of my business. I rubbed her arm and told her that I wanted to do some of the things that Mr. Olson had done to her. She told me that it could never happen. I took out the one picture of Mrs. Brown and Mr. Olson that I had put in my backpack separate from the others and laid it on the table.. Donnie, listen to me. I 'm like that girl you knew in junior high who was a total tease, talked about sex and fucking ALL the time, but who never, ever put out. Do you remember her?" That was an easy one. Donnie shook his head and laughed." I sure do. " "I'll bet she got your dick so hard, Donnie, but I'm different than her. I love to tease and play around, but I put out, okay? Just to let you know in advance, I'm not the kind of woman who is going to drive you nuts and then get up and walk out. And if some such being wanted that, the book must still exist.’ ‘For you that must be quite a leap of faith, indeed.’ ‘I’d never believe it if I didn’t own a candle as old as this building. Things have been preserved that cannot have survived on their own. So the book must still exist. It exists even though someone politically powerful enough to do all this burning, wanted it destroyed very badly. Who? You said the excommunication was political. Were the political leaders of the day strong.