Ben was of two minds about Osvaldo. He quickly determined Osvaldo was from someplace else, New York City, and was of Puerto-Rican descent. Osvaldo was... intelligent, and had seen the exact moment Ben realized he was different. He made it easy for Ben, quoting something Ben had heard before: "You may be a spic, but you ain't our kind of spic".The wry humor and honest acceptance of his situation made Ben warm to the man. But his stiffness around Sandy told Ben Osvaldo was infatuated with his. I'll be back at 11."As I walked to my car I could feel all the semen between my legs and the lips of my cunt. I had this thrilling feeling as I walked. I could even smell our sex outside in the open air, it was that strong.I went home and the rest of the day I packed four suitcases. When I finished I put them in the trunk of my car and then took my shower. There was something about walking around with semen oozing out of me all day. I finally was ready to make Peter's supper. When Peter got. The truth was I was hiding. Hiding from my desires andhiding from the belief that I could actually fulfill my dreams. I knowthat each of you reading this know what I am speaking of. It as if youare going through the motions, but not really alive. You know there ismore out there, but you sit idly by waiting for it to come slap you inface.That was me, one foot in the vanilla world, one foot in the Fem Dommeworld. I actually felt fortunate that I was able to live in both worldswith some. This is what happened the only time ive cheated but i want to do it again, tell me what you would do to me and i may send you some photo's i was out in a pub with my bf he was chatting with hi mates i sat off with a friend and waited for the band to start, a guy got chatting to me and although he was almost 50 he was polite and friendly although not much to look at, my bf kept bringing me drinks and i got closer to the guy as more people squashed into the pub, i was sitting close to him and his.