” but I couldn't get the words out and Cait said “What?” and I said “Uhm, nothing. Really. I'm sorry” and Cait said “Wow, you're weird tod...ay” and I was going to say something but then someone came through the door but it was just some woman, a really good looking bodybuilder type in yoga pants and a sports bra and we watched her enter the exact same bathroom stall that we were going to use, the one we always used and that was next to the one her dad would use and Cait whispered “Oh shit”.And I. Well, she had certainly accomplished that goal today. But why did she feel that way? Cathy was brutally honest with herself at all times, Lets face it, when you have as many little schemes going as Cathy did at any one time, she sometimes was honest only to herself. She knew that a lot of the appeal of Jamie for her was her innocence and purity. Something about taking that innocence and shaping it into anything she wanted just set Cathy aflame. That is why she had went off, she saw it now quite. Stop fighting me! he slams a hand into the wall by my head but Im too out of it to flinch. Do you not realise that with every second you spend defying me, our child starves ever further, dying for your wretched pride?! Before I have a chance to respond, the truth of his words ring through me as my babys growing pains begin once more. The pain is masked by the pleasurable effects of the gel and strangely, instead of debilitating me, it allows me a moment of clarity as the opposing forces clash. Bobby was about 11 ½ when he saw his father share his mother with his friends for the first time. His father's friends, four of them, had come home with him from the bar. Bobby's mother had begged his father to send him and his sisters to bed. Bobby's father had only laughed and said the kids needed to know what kind of a whore their mother was and should stay right where they were. The first time it happened Bobby had been scared and his sisters were crying as the men took turns using all.