. I mean I can empathize. It was a lot to take in.Of course it could also be that he was trying to compose himself to the point where he could literal...ly say the word "zero" without sounding too pathetic. But when it came out it was still pretty pathetic anyway hehe. Like a barking-huffing vocalization 'zee-hee-row'. mmmmmm, I don't mind telling you diary, that at this point I was already nice and soggy, I wish I could have drawn it out some more.. like make it last longer before I actually laid. You loved her, hell, you still do. She said she loved you. And this is what she does?Early that spring, a few days after your 23th birthday, you met and hit it off. Within days this 19 year-old was saying she loved you and within a month you felt it back. Another few weeks and you asked her out. She said yes, you were happy.She had a muscular condition since birth, was unable to walk, and so was confined to a electric wheelchair. She also had to live in a group home so she could get help she. It’s got seven more months until it’s ready. Let’s watch the movie.ME: Did you just tell me we’re pregnant? On national television?COURTNEY: Why don’t we snuggle up on the sofa and see if you can tell?“That could almost have been considered mean,” Rhonda laughed when we stumbled in after the show.“I’d agree if it weren’t for the make-out session we had during the first movie segment,” Courtney laughed.“I have to be the luckiest guy in the world,” I moaned. “If you’ll excuse us, my date with my. I’m the one who should be saying thank you.” As I spoke the words I also reached another decision. “Mom, I’ve decided to give Carrie a baby as well. It’s the perfect time. You can both help each other through the pregnancy and the children will have each other as they grow up. I’ll manage around my college schedule.” It was oddly comforting to have made this decision. Despite all that it would mean to our lives I was certain this was the right thing to do. “Kenny, there’s something else I need.