Oh master. I'm wetting myself. I smell. Master. Please! I beg you! I didn't mean to do it, not on purpose! Master. Forgive me!"But he's refusing to re...ply. He's turned on by the power; and the pain is all I can think about. There's no past, present or future any more; only an indescribable pain with no end, and unless I can endure it there's no end to this place and I won't see Peter or my children. Dear Peter... I know that I must be punished but please, please help me! Please! I long to be at. At first I knew that there was another couple out enjoying the evening, I could hear their voices, but they soon went, the sound of the restaurant momentarily announcing their departure. I stood there for what seemed the longest of times, wondering if last night had just been a figment of my imagination, when suddenly I felt him, felt his presence behind me. In the silence I could hear his breathing. This time I definitely shut my eyes, I wanted to enjoy every sense of what he was without. " Pearl, if you can't do something without my permission that implies that I own you. Criminy, Pearl. It's your body. You can fuck anyone you want. I don't have a say in the matter unless we finally agree on a set of behaviors both of us can live with."She frowned. "I think I know where you're heading with this. You want to fuck around, don't you?" Nope, I want us to fashion a set of rules we can both live with - no matter what. Are you saying we should include sexual fidelity as one of the. My boobs are big and bouncy now at 44 with a double D cup, my waist may have a few extra inches, let me see, oh my god 38 and my hips are 48, no wonder I haven't had a boyfriend for awhile. Ok a diet is called for, a slice of toast and black coffee for breakfast, a thin sandwich with a apple for lunch and a big dinner in the evening, mostly of vegetable. I can live with that, I think. I'm not interested in weight loss, just inches.I sort out all my clothes into ones that fit me now, ones that.