James thought, "Hey all guys wonder what it would be like to wear thosesoft pretty clothes." James really did believe that for he was insomewhat of de...nial of how intune he was to his feminine side. Jamesresponded, "Go on about the somewhat how it is to be treated like awomen, I am intrigued."Dillon with a shocked look on his face, said, "Really, I was justjoking, but if you are intrigued here it goes." He paused for he had tothink it through for it was a joke. "You know how once a month the. I wasn't a trained actor. Like Elaine was. I wasn't a writer. Like Elaine was. Everything I wasn't screamed at me that I was a fool for trying to present myself as a fun or funny talk show host. I was just me. Plain, boring me. I couldn't imagine that young women everywhere were waiting for a guy like me.I wasn't sure that I could continue on my master's degree if I launched this. The more we talked and brainstormed, the more it looked like there was no way I'd make classes this fall. Just as. "She giggled nervously, "You know I'm not either, but I don't care. I just want you to be my first."Maybe it will help both of us if we take off some clothes?"She took one step and hugged me. I could feel her soft hair and smell her perfume. My fingers went to her halter and freed it quickly followed by her bra. She stepped back and they both fell to the floor. She stood proudly before me with her hands on my shoulders. She sighed as I captured each breast with my hands and gently fondled them.. I just went on making money for myself, my partners, and the shareholders of the small company I headed. Even the death of my wife from cancer was just a blip along the way to turning fifty. Everything came to a head at my 50th birthday party. A glass in one hand, I was with a group of my contemporaries, but only half-heartedly listening while they chatted, and my eyes wandered to the group of youngsters my daughter had invited. All aged about twenty, they’d dressed casually for a warm evening,.