But, when he saw the bloodon the knife he freaked again, "Nooo! What did you do?" "I killed you Alex…itjust needs some time to take you." He was com...pletely confused as he didn'tfeel anything but, seeing that blood didn't seem normal. "Look" I said andslid the blade across my neck, too; "Its fake Alex…it's all fake" Ihad to calm him down because he began to tremble. I took that rug, wiped off the bloodand said, "You're fine Alex; we both are." As he calmed down slowly I remainedsitting on his. Jay said that was a pity,he could see I had great tits.Well,there was me blushing again.I said "thanks,I think".He turned over for me to rub the front,though I wasnt sure if that was normal.I could see he was enjoying the massage.And I could see he REALLY liked my tits.I ignored his huge hard on,and rubbed away."Tell you what" he said."I'll give you an extra 50,just to do topless.No touching.Just a normal massage." Didnt sound too normal to me,but,he was very cute.I started working out in my. Merrill will be with you in a few minutes!!! After taking their seats, Vera said in a low whisper, "See, it's not as bad as you thought it would be!!!" "Mom," Alana said in exasperation, "we're here to make stag films, you could do it in the Vatican and it would still be smutty!!!" Vera was just about to come back with a rejoinder, but was interrupted when the receptionist called out, "Mr. Merrill will see you now!!!"Mr. Merrill was a tall handsome man of about forty five, and right away he put. We got onto the bed and undressed each other. Slowly we took turns removing each other's clothing. As sensual as her touch was, I just was not getting aroused. My mind started to wander from the woman I loved so much. I started to think about my secretary Barbara. As I removed Sandra's blouse and bra, I imagined it was Barbara. I imagined those fifty-year-old sagging breasts were the perky breasts of my 25-year-old secretary. My God, what am I doing? As I removed Sandra's sweat pants I imagined.