"No," I answered her question with a little smile. She suddenly drew her hand away and she looked at me. Her mouth moved but no audible words could b...e made out. I drew a little closer. "**** me," came a tiny whisper of a voice. "What?" "**** me. It has to happen ths way. PLease. Yes, I love you and I ache for you but I can't do it willingly. Not now. You have do get my past that fear. Do you understand?" There was a strange expression on her face, tears flowing freshly down her face. I. We finally got the special operations unit up and running. The SOU had lots of things different about it for instance we carried a shotgun and a AR15 police version of the M-16 assault rifle, in the trunks of our cars. If someone had to die in a shootout, the odds that it would be the other guy were better with them than with the S&W .40mm hand gun.We had a lot of discussion about how to organize the Unit with so few resources. There were going to be two permanent members. From the start I was. Violated you... and you wouldn't... couldn't stop me." Yeah, maybe," the girl moaned as she wriggled against her uncle's probing fingers. "But you didn't. I trust you. I want you to do what my boyfriends do... and I want to make you happy. Why can't we Uncle Jim?" Oh God, Cindy! You don't know what you're doing to me. Come with me. Let's take a quick shower. A cold shower."The shower was not cold. Neither was it quick. Jim savoured the sensuous pleasure of soaping his young companion's buxom. . Andin all my misery, I felt proud of being so desired, wanted, needed,even if it is for abuse and humiliation, but still needed...He finally came down, and, getting out and off of me, stuffed his usedcondom in my ass along with the dozen or so other ones already inthere, and secured it with the plug. Then lifted my limp body andplaced it gently on the wet, filthy bed. Pulling the ring gag out of mymouth made me cry as my sore jaws slowly closed. Keeping my blindfoldon, he covered me with a.