"Jeremy, tell me what you think she missed in the program. What do you think would give Jen the best chance for a normal and productive life?"Jeremy t...ook a few seconds to respond. "Master, I'm starting to see how my actions have affected others in ways I didn't expect, but are ultimately both negative and my fault. When my sister, who used to love me, started whipping me, the pain I felt inside was much worse than what she did to me physically. With Jen, I can't tell where she stopped in the. He held himself still. So still I looked up into his eyes. This time there was no question. There was determination. Determination as I had never seen it on his face before. He closed his eyes, then taking a deep breath, pulled away from me until he was lying on his back beside me. I leaned over him. ‘Hawk?’ He opened his eyes looking up at me. They were so full of raw passion I wanted to back away but I forced myself to stay where I was. ‘Why?’ He reached up stroking my sweat coated hair back. Rico was now the one in danger.* * * * *CHAPTER 5 - All the Lurid Details* * * * *Cindy's rape experience with Rico in the bathroom of the hotel that night was much more traumatic than what she had described to her younger sister, Sally, over the phone.Here's what really happened that fateful night:Rico was awake, lying in bed, and secretly fondling himself through his boxer shorts, when he saw Cindy getting up off the floor, next to the bed, and then heading straight for the bathroom. Rico. …the whip in my hand falling across his back, him writhing, the smellof blood faint in the room, his moans softly echoing….. She gestured at the fireplace and I glanced there, at the objects on a plaqueover it, crossed like dueling swords on display. I froze, my heart poundingagain. They were riding crops, the shafts wrapped in black leather, the flaps werebrown and the handles worn from long use. Without thinking about it, I stoodand approached the fireplace. Finally, I don't know how much.