After a moment she said aloud, but quietly, “I have always wanted to pull your pants down.” Then there was silence for a moment as she moved aroun...d the room, before appearing with the salad and a large plate of salami and cheese with olives. She placed it in the middle of the table and changed the record: off went Judy Collins and on came an album by Free: Fire and Water, the one with All Right Now on it. She said nothing about the note but she had a slight smirk, I thought. When we finished. We lay there with that DE Dildo in both our cunts and said. "Now we're really joined together."We fucked each other like that but very slowly. I just moved my ass back against her and she held onto it tightly to prevent it going too deep inside of her. She was using about 10inches of it, 6 in her cunt and about 4 taken up by her hand holding it but that meant about 14 inches could go into my cunt if we went all the way. That is too much even for me. Hahaha. So we both had to hold onto it to. It felt so smooth and soft and fingering myself had felt more intense. Moving my finger further in, I moaned with pleasure as I started to feel how silky I had become. I was feeling desperate to just keep moving my finger over my clit until I made myself climax, but I felt this was too quick. I wanted to make myself be patient and enjoy being stroked. As I fingered myself slowly, I imagined a man was standing in front of me and looking at me as I pleasured myself, before kneeling down before me. Right then, at that moment, I was content to stay right where I was. If Gary had asked to run off and forget ever going back I might seriously have done it without thinking or looking back. I remember squeezing him tightly in my arms at that moment, afraid of losing what I had struggled so hard to find over the last day and a half, hope, peace, contentment. It was some time before we spoke. When we did, it was Gary that broke the silence.He spoke to me, "I'm gonna miss you!" The finality of the.