I thought Susan understood, for she never complained."Mum lasted six months and then she took her own life with an overdose. Her suicide note blamed m...e for my father's death."Now I went to pieces. So soon after coping with running the factory solo I had to sort out the after-effects of her death – coroner's inquest, funeral, selling their large and rambling house and furniture."I was going through hell, and I thought I had Susan's support. We made love, I played with Sonia when I could. It was. Step in, sissy." She produced a pair of red velvet pantiesand I stepped into them. She snugged them up and gave me alittle thrill as her hand passed over the front."Now march out to the garage and fire up the tractor,Sissy," she said, playfully slapping my bottom.It was summer and of course at 6:00 pm there was stillplenty of bright sunshine to reveal me in my Sunday dressmowing the lawn. Several cars slowed down and gawked, withthe occupants laughing and pointing. Mistress had come outwhile I. The second she felt, she knew what had happened and she very seductively asked, "Did you just cum all over me?" Very, very nervous I replied "um... uhhh.... yes?" When I said that she reached one finger back and scooped up a bunch of it and licked. She said "for such a young man, your quite tasty." When she said that, I came again all over her ass. Than she said, maybe I'll go change, and maybe you should go to sleep. I had been lying in bed for about 10 minutes and the next thing i know she. Leave those for Rakeem.'I jumped up and managed to run downstairs just in time to hear Kitty's voice on the answering machine." ... ing to several of the other girls. So far, I don't think anyone's said anything yet. But everyone is very upset. Anyway, I know you can't respond, but I just wanted you to know. I'll talk to you later. Bye," and with that she hung up.Needless to say this was hardly the kind of thing I needed to hear to make me relax and recover. My mind started racing and I paced a.