We went through about six months where every day I considered packing my bags and leaving him. I almost wouldn’t talk to him. But eventually, we wor...ked things out, and over the year and a half that has flown by, our marriage has never been better. Michael has been drug free for over a year now. We have sex almost every day, we laugh, we cuddle… we love. Michael brings me home flowers and love letters and kisses and hugs. We watch movies and hold hands and make-out on the couch. We talk for. Could be the ecstasy from last night I think? I pull back up into the mirror and with a certain degree of difficulty begin to absorb what I'm seeing.I see a semi naked gay boy in an oversized oxford shirt trying to pee straight. I see a face very much like mine except for the smeared mascara and a dried white substance on a cheek. I see black hair cropped short in some places but long in others. All of that melts away when I look into those eyes. My entire known existence vanishes away in the. Fay said she was about " Off The Rag" but she could tell that Glen was not going to be of much use to her for several days if he had used that many.Lacy agreed that she and Fay would have to make do with my cock and Glen's mouth until he recovered.Glen said "Ladies don't think badly of me, I saw my duty and I performed it as well as I could".There was more of that sort of banter all the way home.Our young adults went to the VCR tape rental place to get a movie and to bring back Chinese food.Fay. I grabbed my cell phone to check if I had any messages, I noticed I had a missed call from my cousin, Damien. I hit the call back button and waited for him to answer. “Hey, Syrina,” Damien answered on the third ring. He sounded happy from what I could tell. “Hey, Damien, I thought you were at home watching your kids.” I said. He laughed like I had said something funny. “No my baby momma came home so I thought I could drop by your apartment.” I paused to think for a second. “I guess.” “Ok, good.