Either this was a poor hardscrabble rancher or he didn't care how his place looked. Either way, I figured there wasn't much chance of getting a job bu...t I was getting kind of desperate now. I still had some money but if I didn't find a job for the winter, the money wouldn't last long.Since I had finished the cattle drive at the railhead in Dodge, I had ridden into eastern Colorado, then into the foothills of the mountains, hoping to find work for the winter. And, who knows, maybe something more. "Arlene and Jeff hurried to the bridge and relaxed into the command couches. Soon, they were immersed in the Ship's brain, seeing, feeling and sensing through the Ship's mind everything she had discovered, including the process of her discoveries, with all the nuances that went with them.In essence, what the Ship told and allowed them to experience was both interesting and frustrating. She had detected a ripple in the dimensions, presumably from a ship dropping from warp. If this ripple was,. The stereographic projection is a way of depicting the sphere as the plane plus an Infinity symbol.’ ‘So, suppose we are on a complex plane and decide to march along the x-axis say. Recall from high school algebra that a complex number z is given as x + i y. Here the symbol i is the square root of minus one and each of x and y is a real number. So march on and approach Infinity. March to the left and approach Infinity again, not negative real Infinity, but complex Infinity. Take a long, deep. At first, I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep, I was constantly finding myself crying because someone said or did or even reminded me of something we laughed about. I sat in the shower and cried my eyes out till the water ran ice cold. I paced the house In the middle of the night, back and forth, back and forth all the while my belly getting bigger and bigger. I smiled Knowing that I still had a piece of him inside of me. I was in the hospital multiple times for malnutrition, stress, I knew it was.