I went into an AOL chat for gay connections, there were tons of guys in there, the chat room was almost always at capacity. I stated that I was 19 and... looking for right now, the responses on instant message flooded in soon after. I wanted someone older for my first time, 35-45years old, a real daddy type. An IM came in from a 43 year old man from one town over. This was perfect for me, and we made small talk at first. He sent me a pic of his cock and face, both were wonderful. As I stared at. More' "Ah okay, so thats what they do."But I was getting frustrated with my inactivity. It was nearing 'shit or get off the pot' time.The only messages I was getting were from guy or bi fellas.Well I'm not going to lie, it was boosting my ego quite a bit. So after a day or two of mental to-ing and fro-ing, I thought, "Why Not?".I went back to the gay porn. I had to do a bit of research if I was serious about this. I watched, and then watched some more. I was getting more and more intrigued. And. "Hello." Kyle, it's Laura." Oh, hi Laura, want to come over?" No! That's what I want to talk about. I ... I can't see you any more. I'm destroying my marriage bit by bit. Donald has to know something is happening. It's only a matter of time before he finds out." You want to end it?" I don't WANT to. I HAVE to." Are you sure? You know you've said that before and..." Yes, I know. I've come over there and started to end it and then you take me in your arms and..." Maybe you should come over here. He pushed his cock head against my panty covered pussy lips. I could feel myself getting wet in spite of my resistance to his advances. I reached down to stop him and grabbed his cock and got the shock of my life. His cock was so big my legs almost buckled! I had never felt anything so big and as I grabbed it he started moaning. My legs gave a little and he slipped his big cock between them, and against my pussy lips. I reacted by squeezing his cock between my legs and he started moaning.