I thought she was too.My mistake was in trusting her. Her name is Kelly and my love turned into a blinding hate and then a cold empty void. I've heard... that the opposite of love is indifference. That's not true in my case. My love has turned into a dull, bone chilling rage. My soul is dead. I'll never recover. If the bitch was on fire I wouldn't piss on her to put it out. I guess you are wondering what happened to turn a kind loving man into a vengeful machine.It all started at last year's. I reckoned Carl was sporting nine inches of erect man meat and Dale about eight but he was much thicker. If they were going to do what I expected then I was certainly in for a treat.'Lie on your back on the bed,' Chris ordered me. 'And lift up your legs so that we can see that sweet little butt-hole of yours.'I did as he asked and then felt the butt plug being pulled out of me.'There you can see his virgin hole,' Chris said to the other two. 'He's had a vibrator in there and the butt plug and. ”Off in the distance I could hear explosions and the sounds of fighting, though other than a steady stream of flyers being used for medical evac, nothing was really to be seen. I finally persuaded Vrion that I needed lunch and she, as well as Ginlo, escorted me out to the market again, though Dichint remained behind to deal with the constant number of patients coming in.It was only when I was munching down on a snack that I suddenly started as I saw several men emerge from what looked like a. An older and more experienced woman would have recognized these feelings and ascribed them to just lust and infatuation. However, lust and infatuation were new emotions for River and though she understood them emotionally and had eavesdropped on them in other peoples skulls, this was the first time that she owned the emotions and they rocked her to the core. Unfortunately, her unfamiliarity with the emotions provoked flight or fight responses. She picked Caproerea out of his psyche; the images.