He loved his mother deeply - but had no real qualms about using her as means to an end. The interaction that had sprung up between her and Sarah had b...een unexpected but deeply arousing. The excitement was mostly centered around the perverseness of interacting sexually with his aunt and mother.Karla had been an unlooked for experience. He genuinely enjoyed her company and talking to her - and he held a lot of affectionate feelings towards his teacher. That said, his first interest in her had. As the summer was ending, my friends started leaving for college. I was attending a junior college in the next town and was staying home to commute. I got bolder at night in the park. I'd slip out of my bedroom window after my folks were asleep just wearing shorts, no underwear, socks, and tennis shoes. As soon as I entered the woods, I would slip off my shorts and wander around. It was liberating. I kept checking on shelter #3 just hoping to see someone there. As I walked up to the park bench,. Possibly because for the first time in my life a really rather glamorous woman was showing an interest in me. I probably ought to have asked myself why." Did you sleep with her?" No. She made it clear it was on the agenda but I couldn't bring myself to. You were a factor in that but there was something else. I wondered whether she actually wanted to herself." Didn't want to muss her hair."Hank guffawed. "You're probably spot on." Have you any idea why she was so keen for you to go to the. . who never have allowed myself that luxury... I fell I in love with you. God that's so fucked up too. I fell in love with a john named John." So now I'm supposed to believe that you truly love me? Our whole life together is started on lies and mis-directions... by my wife no less, and so now I'm supposed to think that you're telling me the truth?" I am... damnit. I do love you John. I do. I know that you probably hate me now... knowing what you do about my past and all. I haven't been a 'good'.