Have a bun in the oven. In the family way. But I have no family now. I'll either be one of those penniless single Moms or I'll be sick with guilt for ...ending the pregnancy. I just don't know what to do.(Later) I found half a bottle of Joe's brandy in the cupboard and it's relaxing me. Probably bad for the little one inside me but right now that's the least of my worries. I'm convinced that Joe did not get himself 'fixed' as he claimed and that when he made love to me (No... he fucked me) he knew. I had no alternative but to accept its intrusion, and I did my best to appear a willing participant even though this was the first time I’d taken a man in my mouth since the first few months of my marriage.Rather than leave it in my mouth for me to work on, he was slowly inserting and withdrawing it, holding my head quite still. My tongue and lips scrabbled for purchase, trying to lick, suck and cajole as I best understood a man would like, but in essence my actions were secondary to the motion. As July walked back down the towpath she saw 16 year old John another gang member he had his hands inside his tracksuit trousers, July went up to him said ” you fucking wanking off” John smiled and replied not yet but I got a hard on” July looked and saw the tent in his trackies smiled and said ” get the fucking thing out” to her surprise John did as she said ” July looked at the 7 inch solid dick” then said ” go on wank it” John said ” no that’s the job girls do” after seeing Mark’s dick and. He arrived shortly after -- with flowers for Jaye! Over eggs, bacon and coffee, Him dressed, us naked, He told us again how much He had enjoyed the last two nights, complimenting Jaye on her loveliness and passion for cock. She glowed.When the second cup of coffee was done, without asking permission, He removed His clothes and sat on the sofa with His legs spread, telling me to get the lube and lay down on my back in front of Him. Then He told Jaye to straddle my head and suck Him hard while i.