In my panties, I was a girl and, after all, a girl needs a handsome man with a big cock. Why wouldn't I have a fantasy about being with a man? He woul...d be my dream man as I lay in bed fingering my clitty dick for the third time in an hour.In the back of my mind, I was sure nothing would ever come of the fantasy but, at the same time, I was wishing so much it would. This must be what all sixteen year-old girls go through when they start desiring men, I thought. I was just a boy becoming a girl. You know how hard is to keep myself up. Sometimes I go mad. From the past one month I was roaming madly out on the roads, bushes, friends…what not. Last night I thought I will die…..Shobha: No…son, don’t say anything like that. You have grown up and you need to understand that it is not a good thing. And don’t spoil your life thinking about me. Soon you settle in life and you will get a more beautiful wife than me. You will be more than happy and you will thank me for this day…..Suddenly there. It was loud enough to partially rouse Matti, who often slept through thunderstorms and heavy weather.The third loud thunderclap was followed almost immediately by the sound of Dawn’s feet hitting the floor and the rustle of her movements as she hurried to Matti’s room.It was either some noise Dawn had made, or maybe it was that sixth sense that people often have when they’re being watched, that made Matti open his eyes. When he did he could see what looked like an apparition wearing a white. He will have information for you that I sense you must know, if all is to come out as it should. This information most seriously concerns the three of you, and the sooner we are prepared, the better is our chance for avoiding a great difficulty." Fr. Ambrose smiled across at Graydon, seeing the young man's instant astonishment. Yes, he thought to himself, this young man is no one's fool. He heard me say "three" and he is quickly coming to the right conclusions.For his part, Graydon was lost in.