She seems pre-occupied but glad to see me. I send a stuffed a****l and am soon off to military service. No fun there to be sure, not even with Vietn...amese women. Many are attractive, but I am not going to be Lieutenant Pinkerton. I am not usually in Saigon, so cannot meet the daughters of the elite, who glide by on their Hondas. A couple of fellow officers come down w/ STDs. I just get more frustrated by the day. The year is up and I come home. My apartment has a borrowed day bed serving. " And she was out like a light.I sat there stunned. It was all fake. I loved her and she was just aspy for Barbara and Sue. My tears started to come before I knew whatwas going on. I had dreamed of sharing my life with her and now tolearn it was all fake.When you put something under pressure for so long it can do only twothings, conform or break. I felt like I was doing both. My heart andmind were about to break and I was just about willing to do anything atthis point to just make it. "This is going to be really cool guys. I feel like I'm eighteen again." I heard my wife say as I watched Mary undressing. I couldn't wait to see what she looked like totally nude. This morning all I got to see was the top of her ass as I poked my dick into her from behind. My cock began to swell with the memory. I could see her sitting there with here knees up taking off her shoes. All I could see were the tops of her tits. Then she stood up and I got a good view of her chest. Her tits were. Instead I smiled and posed for them. They werewatching me and that made me feel just glorious. I sank to my knees. Iunzipped them. I stroked their cocks until they were good and hard. Andthen I sucked them off as best I could. As I did, I thanked each one for mynew body in my sexy little soprano voice.Why? Because I wanted to more than anything in the world. More thanescaping to safety. More than getting my manhood back. More thansurviving, I had to have their cocks in my mouth and show them.