” John said breathing heavily. “But wait, couldn't I get pregnant?” I asked concerned. “Ummmm no babe, don't you know you can't get pregnant o...n the same day you lost your virginity.” John said still laying on top of me. “Oh wow, really? I got scared there for a second. Well that's good because it felt great being filled with your cum.” I said wanting to get fucked again. “Really? I'll keep that in mind. So you ready for round two?” John said before leaning in and kissing me. “Hell yes I am.” I. It had also induced a deep sense of shame into my sexuality.Much later in married life, I discovered that only a guilt-ridden fantasy of Dan allowed me to climax fully.For me sex was a cocktail which included a shot of Dan and a shot of Shame.But since my husbands death, all that had been forgotten: until Dan had came to stay with us.While I stare into the darkness of the window I become aware of the reflection that’ s before me; of the two of them on the floor behind me. I smile at the quirk. That’s so nice of you Rahul, I love you a lot.So when to start? I asked her. She said I have a good idea. Next week there is John’s bday and he will be coming to India next to next week. Let’s give him a surprise. On John’s bday, we had a skype call, we wished him. John asked for his gift. My wife told him, that your gift is waiting in India for you.John arrived in India, we went to the airport to receive him. I kept his bags in the car, and we started driving back. As usual, Nisha sat behind. We keep the straps unbuckled and tucked away until we want to use them. Andy had buckled them in place.When I returned from the dungeon where I had raided the toy box for the things I would need, she was naked, sitting on the edge of the bed waiting for me. She gave me a warm and wicked smile before turning her back toward me and lifting her hair out of the way to allow me to attach a leather restraint collar around her neck. After I buckled the thick leather with the O-ring in back, I patted.