I told her we didn't fuck, but then she asked if we did anything, so I told her we fooled around, and you ate me. You told me not to lie to her." Did ...she say anything when you told her that?" She asked me how I could go along with your plan, when I knew you loved her." I'm not sure that's good. If Emily starts focusing on the other girls, and why they are going along, she is more likely to just start getting mad at all of us. I don't want her mad, I want her thinking about all the advantages. I wouldn't call myself fat but I was never beauty contest material. I've been described as chunky and big boned. And that's by people who claimed they were standing up for me such as my parents and our minister. I didn't have many friends growing up and never a boy.I met the kids' father at church. I was in my senior year, Jerry had graduated the year before. He loved cars and had been working as a car mechanic since he finished school. He had his own car, money in his pocket and he noticed me.. Kitty helped me get into my clothes. The socks were wonderful. The problem was Kitty could not wear anything on her feet. Next I lifted her off the cot and placed her on the floor. I took three blankets, doubled them each to use as a mattress on the cot. The other four would use as covers. I placed her back on the cot and covered her up. ‘You warm yet?’ ‘Getting there’ she said. Then she asked a question. ‘Peter, am I pretty?’ ‘Why do you have to ask?’ She was silent, looking at the floor, then. Like, I said fake it into u make it. I honestly often times don't have anything to do so I just make myself be seen. Sometimes I just carry different items from one of the housekeepers closet to the next moving things around back and fourth. Sometimes I just go around checking the door locks or the rooms themselves not that I have to do this but the chances of me running into one of the upper management is highly. When I do they see me busy doing something. Sometimes I even walk around with.