“ehhhh ok then but I can’t stay long I have got stuff to do in the morning” replied John showing her some sympathy. Her apartment was actually q...uite nice, well-furnished but he could not help feeling a little uncomfortable around all the religious pictures on the walls and the statues. This explained a lot he said to himself. “Would you like a drink” she called from the kitchen “I don’t have any alcohol I am afraid”Of course, she didn’t because she didn’t drink as she had told him already. "I'm sure you could be a little more tactful than that. You might start with just sharing the concern that you told me about — that you were afraid she was mad at you when she left with Collette. I'm sure she'll reassure you that she was just concerned about Collette and not mad at you. You'll have to decide then based on her reactions if you want to ask her any more about her relationship with Collette. It really could just be a close friendship, but the signs are there - either there's more. The way she keeps looking at me from time to time, with that look of lowly pity... and disgust.Well what the hell does she want from me? Not everyone can be as good as she is! Not every one can be righteous and sinless. I have to pay the bills somehow.Besides, what's it too her that I do what I do? She doesn't know the hours I put in the gym, toning my body to perfection. She doesn't know how it's like performing before a bunch of salivating men. Its hard work. Why should she care what its all. .“Hurry up! Each minute is costing money. Let’s get ready for the next set,” Rachel said to Stephanie and Amber. The girls silently nodded. Debbie felt her pulse racing even more and her mind swirl with the thought of what she was about to do with the African-American, no black man.I can’t be doing this ... I can’t be doing this, a small voice in the back of her mind screamed. She would have to trust that Brett would come to her rescue because she was no longer capable of resisting her evil.