What would I really want to do, who would I really want to be? And what of this could I actually hope to achieve? And how? A ceaseless procession of u...nfocused images of future me's swirled before my eyes in the dark, until my head swirled with them, disoriented and confused.With an effort of will I stopped those racing thoughts. There would be time enough to think them slowly and carefully in the forthcoming months. To calm down I tried to masturbate, but it made the cut across my vulva hurt. Good evening Mr. Penny, I hope what I'm wearing is appropriate attire for wherever we're going?" It's Brad, remember, and yes you're perfectly dressed." She was wearing a black cocktail style dress that came just past her knees and looked as if it was made of silk. It had short puffy sleeves and a mesh bodice the showed just he hint of the tops of her breasts."Yes its Brad... I'm sorry."George had come to the door and he and Brad shook hands."Please take care of my wife Mr. Penny." I will,. Oh, yes, we covered a lot of ground in quite a short time. I didn't go into the details of my own relationships, just that my wife had walked away one day and Jasmine kept me company. I suspected Anna knew more than she let on about, though.By the time supper was ready, we were getting along quite well. The tea had been replaced by a glass of sherry and, on a whim, I opened a bottle of vin rouge; not expensive, but quite a nice accompaniment to braised steak and baked vegetables. I noticed. I went out and clocked in. 3 hours into work I was so unfocused I thought everyone had to know. But of course they did not. My lunch break was coming up, and I planned to cum! I was ready. I went on break - 30min. More then enough time. So I slowly undressed in front of the mirror - admiring how swollen and red my breast really were. I knew after I played the rope would have to come off. I pulled out my toys, now very sticky with dried juice from before work.The vibrator was against my clit and.