I hadn't planned on looking like a girl. How wasI going to explain this to my co-workers? I was even tempted to quit my jobjust so I wouldn't have to ...face the embarrassment. But I knew that I had toget back to work after having missed the last few weeks. I decided I wouldtalk as low as I could while at work, and hoped that I would be able to getby. It turned out that people did end up staring at me, but at least nobodycame right out and accused me of looking like a girl.It had been a while, but. Where my restraint had come from I still don't know; any other girl in the same circumstance would be fucked by now. But I treasured this girl and wanted to protect her, I wanted to be with her, I wanted to father children with her. Is this what love is? My friends use to call me Spock because of my unflappable persona. Well my Vulcan psyche was in cognitive dissonance, it was illogical.I rarely masturbated in those days, I kept busy enough. But that night I jacked off at least five times,. N started slowly Rubbing my cock in my thongs I couldn't resist.......he slowly started French kiss me, feel my tits, slowly n gently rubbing chest, n working his way down..n he went down to give a kiss on my cock....This past Saturday late night as I was completing my work out, he was coming in the locker room. We were the only ones there...I didn't know what to say but I smiled n said hello. But immmeditly I told that what we did was wrong I basically cheated my wife. He said why do you feel. I also left and saw Meena had left her door opened and I closed my door and enter Meena’s house quickly and shut the door and there Meena was standing in her yellow dress as if was waiting for me to come. I went close to her in the living room kissed her and said hi Meena and she said hi and asked where I am going now. I told her that i was not going anywhere just lied to my mom so that I could come at her place; She gave me a naughty smile and sat bit close to me.I could hear her deep breaths.