There had been no reason why myfather could not have rowed the boat and I think that the giving of theoars to my sister had been to belittle me.To me ...my father always felt like superman next to me and I felt almostmore like Lois Lane as I always needed him to help me out. I would proveto my father that I was just as much a man as he was.My father was a bully. I was determined not to be like him.When I met my wife, Eva, I remember she told me that she did not want tomarry a "macho" Spanish man. One day I was sitting around talking to Jim and the talk turn to sex. Some how I accidentally let it slip that Dave wanted to do anal but that I didn't let him. He just smiled and said how he loved to fuck his girl friend in the ass because she would cum hard. I told him that I was an anal virgin and had not ever had anything in my ass.That is when he surprised me and told me that I had one of the sweetest asses he had ever seen. I could feel myself start to get damp. He left not much after. “Ouch.” I whisper through my tears. “But then I realized I can’t. I realized I still couldn’t get you out of my head. I would invent something and my first thought was ‘I can’t wait to show this to Aimee’, when I was on patrol and near here I’d check in and make sure you were ok.” Donatello let go of my hands and backs away again. His face looks serious but his eyes tell me he is in need of my answer to be him. "I, I just can't take it anymore. I can't stand the thought of you being with anyone. "That rocked my head back. "Adrienne? You've actually talked to her recently?" Just this morning." She let go of her elbows and glanced out the window. Keeping her gaze there, she continued explaining, "Took forever to get through her handlers and actually get her on the phone. It was her idea that I come to you, actually."I furrowed my eyebrows at that.Elyse looked back at me and shrugged. "She gave me your address, and she also said she'd call you, but I'm guessing you two didn't get in.